Nazila Fathi: Until We Are Free

“Until We Are Free: My Fight for Human Rights in Iran”
A book by Shirin Ebadi

By Nazila Fathi  truthdig.com  March 25, 2016
Book Review

In January 2009, Noble Peace Prize laureate Shirin Ebadi was in her Tehran office when she heard her name. “Death to the traitor Ebadi,” angry men were shouting outside. Immediately, she locked the doors of the building and fled upstairs to her apartment where her husband, Javad Tavassolian, was standing by the window, watching a mob carrying sticks and banners on the street. With trembling hands, she dialed the local police. “I think they’re here to kill me,” she heard herself say — finally uttering the words she had avoided since she began her activism in the 1990s. She knew why many in Iran reviled her. For over two decades, she had criticized the country’s discriminatory laws and defended the most controversial political prisoners pro bono.

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Until We Are Free by Shirin EbadiRandom House

In “Until We Are Free,” Ebadi recounts the cycle of sinister assaults she faced after she won the Nobel Prize in 2003. Her new memoir, written in a novel-like narrative, captures the precariousness of her situation and her determination to “stand firm.”


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The 1979 Islamic Revolution stripped Ebadi of her judgeship after it banned women from holding the position, forcing her to stay home and raise her two daughters. A decade later, she opened a law firm and became vocal against the country’s laws that discriminate against women and others. One blatant example is the law that puts the value of a woman’s life or a non-Muslim’s life at half that of a Muslim man’s life. When an 11-year-old girl named Leila was raped and murdered by three men, a court ruled that her parents had to pay a substantial amount to have the men executed or they would be released because their life was worth more than Leila’s. Ebadi took the case and threw a national spotlight on the state of criminal law in Iran. The Nobel Prize elevated her status but didn’t stop the regime from going after her even more ruthlessly after the election of President Mahmoud Ahmadinejad in 2005. Government spies followed her, harassed her colleagues, and even nailed death threats on her door.

To intimidate her, two intelligence officers, disguised as tax agents, barged into Ebadi’s office, demanding to search the place. The local police, whom she had contacted again for help, watched helplessly as the two men carried away clients’ files just a few weeks prior to the mob attack.

Then the authorities targeted her daughter when she arrived from Canada where she was pursuing a master’s degree. They detained her briefly and took away her passport without indicating when it would be returned. Knowing that their phones and emails were tapped, Ebadi and her daughter pretended in conversations with friends that the visiting student was enjoying her time back home. “If they figured that she was my weakness,” Ebadi writes, “there would be no telling what they might do to her next, or to me.” Ebadi’s unwillingness to negotiate with the authorities over her daughter’s passport, she presumes, led them to return it.

In June 2009, Ebadi was in Europe when a massive uprising over allegedly rigged presidential elections rocked Iran and made international headlines. The government violently confronted the protesters, opening fire on scores of people, jailing thousands and torturing countless others. Ebadi used her position outside the country to denounce the government’s actions and turned herself into a more formidable foe of the regime. “I wasn’t really frightened of going to prison,” she recalls, explaining why she decided to stay abroad. “I knew it would be politically too costly for the state to keep a Noble laureate imprisoned for too long and I’d be released after a spell. But the intelligence agents were far too clever for that. They would arrange, as they had done in the past, for a mob to attack my house, and I would be killed in the melee.”

Ebadi then confronted government efforts to silence her in exile. That summer, her husband of 35 years disappeared for a few weeks in Tehran. When he finally called, he offered a shocking revelation. The authorities had walked in on him with video cameras while he was having sex with a woman who was once his mistress. In Islamic Iran, where sex outside of marriage is an unforgivable sin, the authorities let the woman go free but took Javad to prison where they gave him a lashing on his bare back. A court swiftly convicted him of adultery and sentenced him to death by stoning.

With his execution hanging over him and subjected to daily physical and psychological torture, Javad was presented with a proposition. He tells Ebadi over the phone that his intelligence handler promised him his freedom in return for his passport and the deeds to all the properties the family owned. “Javad was now crying openly, stopping every few seconds to draw a breath before continuing,” Ebadi writes. Knowing that the security agents had used the ex-mistress to set him up, Ebadi laments, “I wanted to run out on to the balcony and scream. How much could they take away from one person?”

Ebadi weaves a range of political events into the narrative, even the uprising and civil war in Syria, and describes many of the human rights cases she defended. But it is her personal story that is most compelling. After the authorities sold her properties, including the office of a center she had set up for colleagues to defend human rights cases, they contacted her with an offer: If she stopped her activism, they might let her reopen the center in Tehran. “What I support is the people, and their rights as citizens,” she tells them. “If I am to be silent and not defend my people, why would I need an office?”

And so the harassment of her family continued. Her sister was jailed for several weeks, and Javad was continuously interrogated. In the seven years that Javad was separated from his family, he received his passport only once for three weeks to visit his wife and daughters. Even then, he had to carry a pen with GPS installed so that the authorities knew his whereabouts at all times. If he refused to return, they warned him, his Tehran apartment would be confiscated. Finally, Javad and Ebadi agreed to divorce, hoping that perhaps he could resume a life without harassment because of his association with her.

The book ends with a kind of eulogy to the marriage Ebadi lost. “Even if we learned to trust each other again and were able to forgive,” she writes, “how could this be accomplished if we were never able to see each other.”

Nazila Fathi, a former New York Times reporter in Tehran for over a decade, is the author of “The Lonely War: One Woman’s Account of the Struggle for Modern Iran.”

©2016, Washington Post Book World Service/Washington Post Writers Group

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